Thursday, December 29, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Madcap Dissonance!!
What a day...Mad Rush...and it still is not over yet. This day never really started, its like a continuation of yesterday. For some reason it wouldn't even stop/end because again tomorrow will be continuation of today. Since today wont end either to mark the beginning of tomorrow. Very blurry, days have become. So in a way, she has missed/will be missing two days of her life. Why two days? This cycle can go on forever....well she will make sure she halts and put an end to it.
She was amused to Push herself today(yesterday), it was fun..running on escalator like a firebrand..her chin up..looking into the eyes wretched humanoids..her pectus filled with air. As a result of the physical overstretch, that trickle of blood made her feel even more powerful. She felt as if she had twisted a rope beyond it elasticity and a thread had singled itself away from others.
The water in her eyes was hurling up in her ear, turning into a tornado, ready to sweep her away but that continuous tear of the blood wall... inch by inch.. within her was pulling her back.
"I don't give a damn about wall street and private equity, its all Greek to me. Oh Plz go away!", Said she.
Her alter ego is thirsty, please someone give her some water, she had a rough day today!
Monday, March 7, 2011
Tableau vivant
I hated geography in junior school. I could never mug up those geographical terms: deccan, palteu, peninsula.I preferred History over it.
Lately i wanted to learn whats going on with Middle East and Indian North east.
So i opened Google Maps(I love this feature), i looked around every where and was way too charmed by looking at the span of each country. I never knew china was this huge.
I looked at India's north, and was like "Man, there is no room at all", Pakistan and Kazakistan to our left, China at right,No route to Iran or any oil producing country. No way too get into Russia without passing the landmines in afghanistan.
I have read two books about Afghanistan, 25 years of war, was happening just next to us, Everyday people were killed, Raped, Abducted, Mistreated, Condemned and that made absolutely and practically no difference to our lives here.
And England? How could i miss the size of it, it must be equivalent to our gujrat.
And that little dot on the map ruled us for this long? Wao!!
USA the baap of all, Way too Huge and of course away from us. Poor people who frequently fly to US of A and go through all that Jet Lag.
And infact our very own country was a world in itself, when we say we are extremely diverse we are not kidding defenitely.
Nepal, China and Bangladesh left no space and squeezed our way to connect to north east, no wonder they feel so isolated.
When i looked at the map, i felt as if an arm has been mutilated from the body and is attached to it by mere thin string of flesh and blood, hanging helplessly in anticipation of recovery.
North East,the 7 sisters plus Sikkim far from the political turmoil, placed in the lap of K2, smiling. Anyone can so easily miss to notice it. Sligtly down from Meghalaya to Tripura some confused some unconcerned and some defeated.
The great blue Arabian Sea and Bay Of Bengal, plunging half of the country in itself, and safeguarding it further.
Lately i wanted to learn whats going on with Middle East and Indian North east.
So i opened Google Maps(I love this feature), i looked around every where and was way too charmed by looking at the span of each country. I never knew china was this huge.
I looked at India's north, and was like "Man, there is no room at all", Pakistan and Kazakistan to our left, China at right,No route to Iran or any oil producing country. No way too get into Russia without passing the landmines in afghanistan.
I have read two books about Afghanistan, 25 years of war, was happening just next to us, Everyday people were killed, Raped, Abducted, Mistreated, Condemned and that made absolutely and practically no difference to our lives here.
And England? How could i miss the size of it, it must be equivalent to our gujrat.
And that little dot on the map ruled us for this long? Wao!!
USA the baap of all, Way too Huge and of course away from us. Poor people who frequently fly to US of A and go through all that Jet Lag.
And infact our very own country was a world in itself, when we say we are extremely diverse we are not kidding defenitely.
Nepal, China and Bangladesh left no space and squeezed our way to connect to north east, no wonder they feel so isolated.
When i looked at the map, i felt as if an arm has been mutilated from the body and is attached to it by mere thin string of flesh and blood, hanging helplessly in anticipation of recovery.
North East,the 7 sisters plus Sikkim far from the political turmoil, placed in the lap of K2, smiling. Anyone can so easily miss to notice it. Sligtly down from Meghalaya to Tripura some confused some unconcerned and some defeated.
The great blue Arabian Sea and Bay Of Bengal, plunging half of the country in itself, and safeguarding it further.
And yeah, i was travelling to mumbai sometime back. I asked for window seat specifically thinking mumbai would look as astonishing as dilli does from the sky at night, Call it prejudice or whatever , Mumbai looked faint with blurring halogen lights, seemed cold fish at a distance, as if asking you to return you way.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Adjectives, i manged to personify
Outspoken, rude, interfering, demanding, Jealous, Rigid, Hater, Silly, Errant, Hypocrite, cynic, Loud, Proud. I am all.
As a matter of fact i have to start loving myself more.What an oxymoron!
------Bitter Realization yet again-------
As a matter of fact i have to start loving myself more.What an oxymoron!
------Bitter Realization yet again-------
Friday, January 28, 2011
Just a mere...
He was right in front of her, talking, giggling, feigning everything is well.
Amongst people who were just side characters in background of their film, she was sneakingly looking at him, sensing the distance that had engulfed between them, smiling occasionally for them who were there but not really.
Minute by minute it, it was killing her for the thing they had was fading away.
It cant be this fast, no please dont murder the love, it had served us together this long, the girl thought.
We are not one of them, no we are not. How can you let it go?? It was all we had, and it made everything so beautiful. Now she was screaming silently to herself.
Oh please just look at me with those eyes, which could lift my spirit and emancipate my soul, oh just a mere look, dont snub my presence like that.
Now the girl turned completely deaf, for she could see nothing and no one but the blue light that was blinding her, she saw herself dying, but she chose to choke herself with that light.
And then suddenly, a hand came for her rescue, snap, where are you??
The guy asked, He shifted and came to sit next to her, held her hand under the table, "Dont think too much, its just a minor issue, we will sort it out"
She breathed finally. It was all she wanted one step from him.
Amongst people who were just side characters in background of their film, she was sneakingly looking at him, sensing the distance that had engulfed between them, smiling occasionally for them who were there but not really.
Minute by minute it, it was killing her for the thing they had was fading away.
It cant be this fast, no please dont murder the love, it had served us together this long, the girl thought.
We are not one of them, no we are not. How can you let it go?? It was all we had, and it made everything so beautiful. Now she was screaming silently to herself.
Oh please just look at me with those eyes, which could lift my spirit and emancipate my soul, oh just a mere look, dont snub my presence like that.
Now the girl turned completely deaf, for she could see nothing and no one but the blue light that was blinding her, she saw herself dying, but she chose to choke herself with that light.
And then suddenly, a hand came for her rescue, snap, where are you??
The guy asked, He shifted and came to sit next to her, held her hand under the table, "Dont think too much, its just a minor issue, we will sort it out"
She breathed finally. It was all she wanted one step from him.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Mandatory Post!!
I forced myself to write this one..
I have to write in order to acknowledge, absorb, organise and finally carry out.
Alright, stage one is clear, i have got the most important ones and certain about few more "yet to come" calls.
I have allowed myself to bask in its glory for 10 days, i have pampered myself enough past few days, its time for serious business.
I am 2 months away or probably less than that from the final stage and i have lots to read, lots to ponder upon, articulate and accumulate concrete content.
This looks like a huge task in front of me, but i got to do it.
Right now everything is hotch potch and my mind is disarrayed.
it has to be tamed and reigned, and put to use.
Following items needs to be checked before taking on this war:
1.Belief
2.Independence
3.Patience
4.Time Management
5.Organisation
ALL ANSWERS ARE WITHIN!!!!
ATB
I have to write in order to acknowledge, absorb, organise and finally carry out.
Alright, stage one is clear, i have got the most important ones and certain about few more "yet to come" calls.
I have allowed myself to bask in its glory for 10 days, i have pampered myself enough past few days, its time for serious business.
I am 2 months away or probably less than that from the final stage and i have lots to read, lots to ponder upon, articulate and accumulate concrete content.
This looks like a huge task in front of me, but i got to do it.
Right now everything is hotch potch and my mind is disarrayed.
it has to be tamed and reigned, and put to use.
Following items needs to be checked before taking on this war:
1.Belief
2.Independence
3.Patience
4.Time Management
5.Organisation
ALL ANSWERS ARE WITHIN!!!!
ATB
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