Just a mere...

He was right in front of her, talking, giggling, feigning everything is well.
Amongst people who were just side characters in background of their film, she was sneakingly looking at him, sensing the distance that had engulfed between them, smiling occasionally for them who were there but not really.
Minute by minute it, it was killing her for the thing they had was fading away.
It cant be this fast, no please dont murder the love, it had served us together this long, the girl thought.
We are not one of them, no we are not. How can you let it go?? It was all we had, and it made everything so beautiful. Now she was screaming silently to herself.
Oh please just look at me with those eyes, which could lift my spirit and emancipate my soul, oh just a mere look, dont snub my presence like that.
Now the girl turned completely deaf, for she could see nothing and no one but the blue light that was blinding her, she saw herself dying, but she chose to choke herself with that light.
And then suddenly, a hand came for her rescue, snap, where are you??
The guy asked, He shifted and came to sit next to her, held her hand under the table, "Dont think too much, its just a minor issue, we will sort it out"
She breathed finally. It was all she wanted one step from him.

Mandatory Post!!

I forced myself to write this one..
I have to write in order to acknowledge, absorb, organise and finally carry out.
Alright, stage one is clear, i have got the most important ones and certain about few more "yet to come" calls.
I have allowed myself to bask in its glory for 10 days, i have pampered myself enough past few days, its time for serious business.
I am 2 months away or probably less than that from the final stage and i have lots to read, lots to ponder upon, articulate and accumulate concrete content.
This looks like a huge task in front of me, but i got to do it.
Right now everything is hotch potch and my mind is disarrayed.
it has to be tamed and reigned, and put to use.
Following items needs to be checked before taking on this war:
1.Belief
2.Independence
3.Patience
4.Time Management
5.Organisation

ALL ANSWERS ARE WITHIN!!!!
ATB