I have to write, now and no other time for I am brimming with emotions & immense love.
Saying “I love you”, feeling & meaning it, all at once, can be a rare occasion.
It is such moment now, when my mind is clear, my beauty has come out of veil, the corners of my lips can’t stay still, and this bodily case of mine is so voraciously absorbed by your persona & goodness, that it might just consume its very own soul. Not that my soul would notice, it has long forgotten & dissolved itself.
Love cannot be true to itself without madness. And as insane & crazy as I am,
I only thrive loving you to the bits, from the smallest particles of my blood, together with all the vessels of flesh, in symphony with all the music that runs within me.
It is such moment now, when my madness has escaped, and unwarranted it’s infusing me with all the love, carving a higher meaning, immortalizing whatever the hell is happening to me now.
And now the strokes of my breath, thump of my eye lashes, gurgles of veins, conversation of kisses we have had, narratives of your touch, all the inane battles conquered, laughs composed, tears shed, every single recollection of our togetherness, it’s all tapping to the tunes, taking me higher, bringing me close to my salvation, to know what it is to love.
I love you, J.
