Monday, March 7, 2011

Tableau vivant

I hated geography in junior school. I could never mug up those geographical terms: deccan, palteu, peninsula.I preferred History over it.
Lately i wanted to learn whats going on with Middle East and Indian North east.
So i opened Google Maps(I love this feature), i looked around every where and was way too charmed by looking at the span of each country. I never knew china was this huge.
I looked at India's north, and was like "Man, there is no room at all", Pakistan and Kazakistan to our left, China at right,No route to Iran or any oil producing country. No way too get into Russia without passing the landmines in afghanistan.
I have read two books about Afghanistan, 25 years of war, was happening just next to us, Everyday people were killed, Raped, Abducted, Mistreated, Condemned and that made absolutely and practically no difference to our lives here.
And England? How could i miss the size of it, it must be equivalent to our gujrat.
And that little dot on the map ruled us for this long? Wao!!
USA the baap of all, Way too Huge and of course away from us. Poor people who frequently fly to US of A and go through all that Jet Lag.
And infact our very own country was a world in itself, when we say we are extremely diverse we are not kidding defenitely.
Nepal, China and Bangladesh left no space and squeezed our way to connect to north east, no wonder they feel so isolated.
When i looked at the map, i felt as if an arm has been mutilated from the body and is attached to it by mere thin string of flesh and blood, hanging helplessly in anticipation of recovery.
North East,the 7 sisters plus Sikkim far from the political turmoil, placed in the lap of K2, smiling. Anyone can so easily miss to notice it. Sligtly down from Meghalaya to Tripura some confused some unconcerned and some defeated.
The great blue Arabian Sea and Bay Of Bengal, plunging half of the country in itself, and safeguarding it further.
And yeah, i was travelling to mumbai sometime back. I asked for window seat specifically thinking mumbai would look as astonishing as dilli does from the sky at night, Call it prejudice or whatever , Mumbai looked faint with blurring halogen lights, seemed cold fish at a distance, as if asking you to return you way.

Saturday, February 26, 2011

Adjectives, i manged to personify

Outspoken, rude, interfering, demanding, Jealous, Rigid, Hater, Silly, Errant, Hypocrite, cynic, Loud, Proud. I am all.
As a matter of fact i have to start loving myself more.What an oxymoron!


------Bitter Realization yet again-------

Friday, January 28, 2011

Just a mere...

He was right in front of her, talking, giggling, feigning everything is well.
Amongst people who were just side characters in background of their film, she was sneakingly looking at him, sensing the distance that had engulfed between them, smiling occasionally for them who were there but not really.
Minute by minute it, it was killing her for the thing they had was fading away.
It cant be this fast, no please dont murder the love, it had served us together this long, the girl thought.
We are not one of them, no we are not. How can you let it go?? It was all we had, and it made everything so beautiful. Now she was screaming silently to herself.
Oh please just look at me with those eyes, which could lift my spirit and emancipate my soul, oh just a mere look, dont snub my presence like that.
Now the girl turned completely deaf, for she could see nothing and no one but the blue light that was blinding her, she saw herself dying, but she chose to choke herself with that light.
And then suddenly, a hand came for her rescue, snap, where are you??
The guy asked, He shifted and came to sit next to her, held her hand under the table, "Dont think too much, its just a minor issue, we will sort it out"
She breathed finally. It was all she wanted one step from him.

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Mandatory Post!!

I forced myself to write this one..
I have to write in order to acknowledge, absorb, organise and finally carry out.
Alright, stage one is clear, i have got the most important ones and certain about few more "yet to come" calls.
I have allowed myself to bask in its glory for 10 days, i have pampered myself enough past few days, its time for serious business.
I am 2 months away or probably less than that from the final stage and i have lots to read, lots to ponder upon, articulate and accumulate concrete content.
This looks like a huge task in front of me, but i got to do it.
Right now everything is hotch potch and my mind is disarrayed.
it has to be tamed and reigned, and put to use.
Following items needs to be checked before taking on this war:
1.Belief
2.Independence
3.Patience
4.Time Management
5.Organisation

ALL ANSWERS ARE WITHIN!!!!
ATB

Monday, December 20, 2010

What a wonderful Day!!
WHAT-A-(PAUSE)-WONDER-(WITH ALL THE EMOTIONS)-FUL-DAY!!
I slept blissfully last night, got up only to find myself happy, positive and soo geared up.
I think 3 days in hell made me see the existing beauty of my life.
I am not cribbing and definitely No desultory thoughts.
I enjoyed every bit of my time yesterday with the best people i can find.
Gotta thank GOD for today!!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Love the lyrics!!

Meri Zindagi Main Teri Baarish Kya Hui
Mere Raste Darya Bane Behne Lage
Meri Karvaton Ko Tune Aake Kya Chhua
Kahin Khwab Neendon Ki Gali Rehne Lage

Jeene Ke...Kinare Mil Gaye
Bichre the kinaare Mil Gaye

Meri Loh Havaaon Se Jhagadkar Lee Uthi
Mere Har Andhere Ko Ujale Pee Gaye
Tune Hasken Mujhse Muskurane Ko Kaha
Mere Man Ke Mausam Gulmohar Se Ho Gaye


One enchanting song..its way too beautiful to even express it here, the kind of emotions it evokes are best felt and cannot be penned.Such depth in each and every sentence and yet so very simple.One song that always exhilarates me

Sunday, December 5, 2010

It will come to me!